The married and much older lover

They would say, it's her youth. It's not. Her youth is disturbing, sometimes he avoids her immature breasts because they are immature and she will not let him avoid anything. He is ashamed. It's not her youth. It's her devotion, she is free, all the time free to leave him. She wants nothing in return but the moment. He realizes that's the only place he ever wanted to be, there, where man meets woman, in that very moment. She says it would not exist with a much younger, not-married man.