To get out of a book

What bothers me right now is, that no book is ever so important when finished as it was while I wrote it. Not to me at least.
It almost seems a little bizarre that I could be so honestly involved, so completely engrossed for such a long time.
Probably part of the reason why getting through with a book definitely is the worst part of my life as auther. And with a child's memory I forget it from one book to the other. I always think it's going to be a wonderful relief when it's carried out. I keep it in mind all the way as some crazy carrot.